Going Back in 9 more hours

I'm so happy today. At last tomorrow can go back to my little hometown Seremban. I can go back and hang out with my friends and do some shopping. Yeah, i love shopping and i think i'm going to lost my title of "Shopping Queen". Haiz...i'm staying in Kampar the ulu town don't have shopping center. I wonder how Kampar people can survive for so many years without any shopping center. For sure i got lots of stuffs to share with my friends.

Wah i'm so excited!!!!!!













Pooh bear hugging a love makes me miss my bed

Feel Relief

At last this week not as hectic as previous weeks. And this week happen a miracle to me which one of my assignment is postpone till week 11th to hand up and presentation. Phew....thanks Lord for giving such a good opportunity to go home and take rest for this weekend. Although this week, my purpose of going back is to do shopping and meeting up with friends, but i still want to meet up with my parents. Today is a wind day. Wow, i hope tonight will rain and i can have a cooling night to sleep. I feel like walking in the field now but with an umbrella.

=)

Fun Weekend

I had a fun weekend last week. Saturday I had a yum cha session with my housemates and with a driver. His name is Ah Pow (i just follow what my housemate always call him). He fetched 5 of us go out and he can't really fit into our topic. Due to some of the people we talked about he don't know them. The funniest thing was he called me with another name because i think this was the second or third time i met him. I heard he called me Colleen? I was like "har" =.=''' in my heart, then i need to tell him my name once again. By the way, the whole yum cha session was fun because we crap and make funny jokes.



Sunday, i went to fun fair with my housemates and have our own fun there. After fun fair, we went yum cha. This was my record for this semester which went out for yum cha straight 2 days. Really having lots of fun last weekend hope to have more. I think monday would be a good start for me to have a pleasent and fun week. Pray for me.

Fun Fair

This year id the first year that fun fair held in Kampar. The fun fair didn't reach my expectations, it was a lousy, noisy, smelly and expensive fun fair. I spent RM4 to play a game a get this little evil doll. =.='''



Haiz...I hope the next fun fair will be better!

Rest In Peace

Yasmin Ahmad

Rest In Peace

Pray for her

If you know who is Yasmin Ahmad. She an internationally-acclaimed film director and also renowned her advertisements capturing the multiracial essence of Malaysia. She suffered stroke last Thursday. She's suffering the same sickness with my mom but her condition was much more serious compare to my mom. She had a brain surgery. She's just 51 years old and need to suffered from this sickness. Hope that she can recover soon.



As for your information those Petronas advertisements that you watched during the festive season were actually conducted by Yasmin Ahmad. Other than that, if you got watch Sepet, Gubra, or Talentime then you might know her. I do love her movie although some of my friends said her movie was boring but her movie are meaningful.

More Pictures

Just now forget to place this pic in the previous post. If i really run away, i think i won't bring so few stuffs like this boy and i will love you guys this much as shown in the picture below.

Run Away

Yesterday, Jeff asked me a questions that he wonder one day can i suddenly can't stand those biatch and give up then leave them. My answer was a definitely NO. The reason is i won't make a fool of myself about my future life. So i still need to stick to them for this very moment. But after a period of time when i had settle all those things FOR SURE I WILL LEAVE THEM. They are killing me with their words. I don't feel like talking to them. If you read my blog then you will know why.

Now, i stop myself for busy doing other things i reflected the question asked by Jeff and now i got a different answer. I feel regret to give the previous answer. I feel like run away from them my life in Kampar and don't feel like to talk any more stuffs. I just wanted to sit down alone and have my very own lifestyle. I want to score high marks for this semester. I need a vacation before my exam or even during my semester break also can.. any way will do..who willing to sponsor me? XD!!!

Bubbles in Our Life

I think everyone likes bubbles when we were young. In my memory, i was not allowed to blow the bubble because my parents scared. So they have to do it for me and i'll be just like the baby in that picture try to touch the bubble. Once i touched it the bubble will burst and gone. As a baby or a young kid, do you feel curious where the bubble went? I'm very curious with it and i'll keep asking my parents to blow more bubbles out. In order i can touch them more.







When we grow older, we will start to touch the bubble not only using our hands but with legs. At that moment, we feel very happy and enjoy playing with the bubbles without any worries. Look at those kids in the pictures, they are so happy. Why can't i get the happiness from them? Everyday, i go uni without any smile on my face. Do i get boring with uni life? I don't think so because i have been through foundation doing the same amount of assignment but double up in degree. May be i'm unhappy with some other things.











As we grow up, there was lesser chance for us to play with bubbles. Now, i feel like playing with bubbles to release my stress, anger and sadness other than crying. I'm really feel like crying out now.







Touching the bubbles are just like touching the future but it will gone in a split second. So i need 2 blow more bubbles to have more chances to look at future.










Guess what you saw in this bubble....

Cute Bear

If you stayed in Kampar before, for sure you will know which shop is this. This shop sells the cutest bear and unique decoration stuffs in Kampar New Town. That day i saw this bear (shown below). I like it very much but is too expensive. The owner sell the bear for RM35. At the end, i didn't buy it because i didn't have sufficient cash in my pouch. Today i passed by the shop and saw the bear was gone. OMG, just only the third day and it gone. How sad i can't get the bear. I want a new bear!!!!





Mr. Bear sitting on big banana






Cute Mr. Bear







Me + Mr. Bear






KM with her favourite Mr. banana



p/s: KM, i think you better bring the Mr. Banana home or not you will like me lost my Mr. Bear.




I WANT A NEW BEAR!!!!!

Guy = Angel or Demon?

Today, something big which happened in 1492 my house. And this matter make me change my point of view on guys. This incident hapenned on my housemate. The guy that like her cause so much problem in the way that he create stories to break her relationships with her friends. He even wanted to break our housemates relationship. I think he don't know our relationship were strongly build up (Mr S, Plz use your brain to think before what you want to do and you can't destroy our relationships.). He acted he's innocent in front of my housemate and acted in different way with the other person. He create negative news about my housemate and create misunderstanding between her friends. In my mind, i think this guy is crazy. Why must he act like this? Is everyone allowed to act like that when they didn't get their lover? The answer is NO!!!! Please think! This is the stupidest way, you are hurting the one you love and indirectly hurting yourself too. You may not get the forgiveness from that person. And you don't DESERVED IT. I was angry on those stuffs he did to my housemate and he acted in the way that he feel sorry and regrat. He said he will change but i don't think so. Our character was form when we were young and our past experiences. No one can change us except ourselves.

p/s to Mr. S: 我没有恨你的所作所为，因为你没有这个资格。虽然我不是这件事的受害者但是我只是希望你不要再做这些无谓的东西来搞乱我们的生活，你只是我们家的过客。

p/s to Mama: 对不起，我不能帮你解决这件事。我只能在一旁安慰和给意见。虽然你现在没有作出任何选择，不过我知道接下来是一个很疼你和很爱你的男朋友。而不是一个因爱成恨的一个男生。你不要后悔这次的决定，我们永远都支持你!!!!!

鲁冰花

Yesterday, i downloaded a movie which name 鲁冰花. Actually this is an old movie which they reproduce this movie. 鲁冰花(Lupinus Texensis) is a flower and this flower is very beautiful, we can't get it from Malaysia. How sad >.<

Let's talk about this movie, this 1st version of this movie is in the year of 1995 (if i'm not mistaken). I knew about the song because my grandmother sang it to me when i'm young. My grandmother will sing it to me when i was being force to take a nap in the afternoon. Back to the movie, this story talks about a young man which is an art teacher was sent to a place like Cameron but the enviroment there was 10 times worst compare to Cameron. He had been appointed to teach a special class purpose is to train those kids which a few of them will be chosen to take part in the state art competiton. At the end, he had no power to choose which student to send due to the school choose the child of the state representative. He was angry so he quite his job.But before that, he went to the boy house which his name is 古阿明 and told him that sir will send his drawing to an international competiton. 古阿明 really won the first prize. Unfortunately, he died with sickness before he knew the result. He's a little boy who loves drawing a lot. Although his drawign skills not as good compare with others but he's full of creative. He will apply those things appear in his life. For example, when his brother was sick, he went to the temple and draw the God and paste in his brother's room. How sweet and caring is this boy. He really is a naif boy which you couldn't find it in this modern society.

Actually, i'll post this movie is because i was being impressed by this movie. This movie inspire me to chase after our dreams. Don't let go although we facing any difficulties. You all should watched it....

Cupcakes

OMG...I am so tempted to eat cupcakes now. Yesterday, i'm doing a research for Valentine Special for my assignment. I'm searching for cupcakes, all of a sudden it pop up so many looks nice and delicious cupcakes. My saliva dripping when i saw those pictures....yummy!yummy!!!

Cupcake 1

This is so cool...

Cupcake 3

I think this person is obsesses with cupcakes

I like this the most.....

The most impressing part was i found a video teaching people to make Cupcakes Ice-cream Cone. OMG!!!! Really can't resist cupcakes anymore. BUT i'll never try this cupcakes ice-cream cone because i don't want die with diebates....

Click here to wacth this video:

How to make Cupcake Ice-cream Cone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPbCPXPiq9A

今天只做一件事

I knew that i had a post on this song before but this time i wanted to share the lyrics which inspire me to do a thing in a day. Just continue to read it if you understand Chinese or not you can listen to the song in Eason Chan that post i wrote. I like the lyrics and it is very meaningful to me. It's telling me not to push too much towards myself. Need to learn how to let go.

今天只做一件事

歌手：陈奕迅 专辑：H3M

作曲：Joey Tang/舒文 作词：周耀辉

编曲：Joey Tang/舒文

监制：Joey Tang/Davy Chan/C. Y./Eason

LRC制作：水之韵 Q：540566679

发觉这世界永远太少空间

因此花一天支配一切时间

发觉这世界永远太晒心机

因此花一天思索一切道理

消失太快 捉得到太少

因此花一天感觉一切是爱

茫茫人海

或有几多漂泊与淹盖

人人寻找爱

或有几多争斗与比赛

越觉得剩低几多未变的爱

慢慢地合作新诗

静静地同床午睡

再发现岁月换来几次厌闷几多亲爱

有各样劫灾 和充满意外

因此我要努力继续能恋爱

慢慢地迈向听朝

静静地怀念昨日

再决定今天只要相信爱

叫皱纹散开 唤青春归来

因此我喜欢花一天感觉一切是爱

今天只做一件事

发觉这世界永远太少深刻

因此花一天改变一切习惯

发觉这世界永远太多跷蹊

因此花一天拥有一切运气

消失太快 捉得到太少

因此花一天感觉一切是爱

茫茫人海

或有几多漂泊与淹盖

人人寻找爱

或有几多争斗与比赛

越觉得剩低几多未变的爱

慢慢地合唱k歌

静静地同游网上

再发现岁月换来几次厌闷几多亲爱

有各样劫灾 和充满意外

因此我要努力继续能恋爱

慢慢地迈向听朝

静静地怀念昨日

再决定今天只要相信爱

叫皱纹散开 唤青春归来

因此我喜欢花一天感觉一切是爱

喜欢花一天跟你一切是爱

No Mood...

Once again, i go no mood. No mood to go for classes, no mood for anything. I just feel like going to the beach. Just like this girl runing into the sea and let the water splash on my face. It will be a very relaxing moment when you sooked yourself in the sea and nothing to bother about. May i know why must we people need to bother of so much stuffs? If no need then we won't have so much conflicts among friends or other stuffs.

I want go to PD. Who want to follow me? Please do contact me...I want to release my anger!!!

Can i cry like this girl who lying on the floor? Sometimes i do really feel like crying out when i was too pressured on my tutorials, assignments and groupmates. Please tell me.....

I like this picture because i always starred at something and my mind fly to the other place. It does help me to calm myself down and reconstruct my mind.

STOP IT!!!!

I really meant it...My dear neighbour! PLEASE DON'T LIKE 2 OR 3 DAYS SUKA-SUKA THEN QUARREL!!!

This is not enviromental friendly la!!!!Always quarrel and bang stuffs! PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY..or not i'll shout at you with "FUCKED OFF, MY DEAR".

p/s: cant stand this kind of people any more!!!!

Mid term

OMG!!Mid term is on this coming friday. Assignments due date are next week. I hope that assignments and mid terms get over as soon as possible.....

I Want More Ice-cream and Sweet stuff

I'm craving for ice-creams...I want more ice-cream!!!!









Other than ice-creams, i also want some other sweet stuffs which can make me happy.....



Yummy Lollipop!!!!




After having lots of sweet stuffs, you will feel like love is in the air...

I Remembered....

This morning when i talked to my housemate, Mama. She asked a simple question which what is the main reason for me to get back into this writting blog mood since i M.I.A for long long time. Thanks for reminding me the reason why i continue to blog.



Me and Mama

Special Dedicate to Mom and Dad

I felt so sorry to mom and dad that it had been 2 years i didn't go home to celebrate my birthday since i came Kampar for my Foundation course. Actually i wanted to go back home but i'm stuck with assignments. So i didn't make it, last year was because of i got mid term exam. I hope the next few years i can celebrate with them.

Here i would like to thank my parent for "producing" me out. They gave me a lot of loves and tolerance. They will try their very best to full fill my wishes. Although sometimes, i over the limits which set by them but they just give advices. Thanks to them. After staying away from home, i didn't go home that frequent, they will call me once in a couple days. They will asked me how's my life, what i'm working on and so on.... They always tell me to studyhard. As i know everyone of us listened to this phrase so frequent but i knew that they telling me sincerely.

Since mom get sick, the relationships of our whole family bond tightly again since something happened last year. I do very appreciated that our family bond together as prevoius years when we are young kids. Sis and bro will bring me to here and there to meet their friends, three of us playing the computer games and lots of funs we having. But since last year, our relationship broke, me and my sister still remain the same but she's treating me more stirck compare to last time. As our relationship with my brother totally crack till you can't imagine it. During the days mom's was admitted to the hospital, my point of view of my life and ways treating people had changed after looking at so many things in the hospital. My life change froma pampered youngest daughter to a tough daughter. I still remember the moment i comfort my sister when she saw my sick mother laying on the sick bed and how i comfort my mom when i saw her lying on the floor. I told myself not to cry at the moment and must be tough.

p/s: I will be tough and take good care of myself.

Special Thanks to Her...

Shee Shui and me

Here i would like to special thank her. Actually she just came back from hospital and she came out to the basketball court to celebrate my b'day...

Thanks Shee Shui....

Thanks for the video

I really wanted to thanks to Angie who prepared the video. The very first time i saw it, i cried out. I felt happy and sad. The happy thing is i got such good friends who did this video for me. The sad thing is they can't celebrate with me today. But never mind, we can celebrate it later days...hehe

XOXO

Suprise Celebration by Housemates 12/7/09

Today is my 19th B'day. This morning which is 12.20am, my housemates gave me a suprise party at the basketball court in Westlake. Actually, they thinking of some ways to tipu me go out. But i sent myself to them....The reason is i'm starving and i had very little dinner. So i asked karmarn, nancy and yun jing go yum cha. They agreed and even my hardworking roommate she wanted to go. I bodoh bodoh don't care of anything and just go out like that. We plan to cycle but raining so we walk. When we walk near the basketball court, i saw my housemate wave her hand at me and the others just go near her. When i reached there, she straight away splash the flour on me. As for the others, they starts to splash water balloons on me and flour..Look at those pics then you will understand





My 19th B'day cake




After cleaning my face with the cake....




They successfully splash flours and water on me.....




The moment.....



I ends up.....

Before i forget, there's a small incident happened while the celebration going on. Someone from the corner house came to us and asked us to stop making noise and asked us to go back if we wanted to continue. My housemates don't care her and they plan to write a letter to her. Story will be continued with this incident when time goes on...

After the photo taking session, we went back home. I squad at the car porch to rinse my hair with water. OMG...my hair hard like stones le... At the same time, they wanted me to blow the candle and cut the cake, so i'm beign force to rape my hair with the towel. OMG...so ugly.....At last, i'm allowed to back to my toilet to clean up myself. Here i would like to thank Siew Li aka 贤妻良母who help me for washing my hair. I think we washed my hair for almost an hour le....After cleaning up, then i went down stairs to have my Oreo chocolate cake with my lovely housemates...and the cake is YUMMY...

Although i ate the cake, i still very hungry. Actually i'm having gastric that moment, so i asked the gang for yum cha at 3 am. Wow..today really having sucj an exiciting night.... and now is 5 am. Me , nancy and yun jing keep commenting on facebook about a pic. Haiz.. v are too energetic after the yc session.

p/s: Dummy thanks for your present and when i receive it, then i'll call you.

THANK YOU ALL GIRLS FOR CELEBRATING MY B'DAY....

Thanks to my friends

First of all, i would like to thanks my friend who send early birthday wishes on Facebook to me. Btw, i'm looking forward to see what my housemates are going to prepare. Other than that, i really hope that this year i can celebrate with Karyn and Angeline. Although last year we don't really know each other but we celebrated together....Hahaha...May my dreams comes true....

Besides that, i really hope that my dad can give me a CAR as my present....Plz pray for me.....

Moody day

Today i don't feel like talking. Actually i have been moody for one whole week. No mood to do assignments but being force to finish it because the dateline is this week. So today i skipped class since i passed up my assignments and i'm damn tired. Tired till can't express my feelings. Even my housemates said i looks sad, tired, unhappy and a bit "qi siao". Every night before they sleep, they will come to my room and give me comfort or not they will msn me. And they always remind me to sleep early. I really feel very grateful to my parents. They are the one who insisted me to stay with the seniors. Thanks mom n dad. xoxo....




Angel= my housemates

Just i went a walk with my housemates to release our tension and sadness. When we passed by the office, we saw ICE-CREAM...Omg! I'm being attracted by the ice-cream. Yummy..yummy...i bought Magnum. It was so delicious...Thumbsup!!!! I want more ice-cream..... I LOVE ICE-CREAM...