Picture Speaks A Thousand Words

I take all these oranges as my feeling before week 3 of this semester. I'm still having enough sleeps even take nape at noon. But since end of week 3, assignments start chasing after without giving me a break. I need to work till late nights. The worst thing is my groupmates sucks. They will always say i don't know how to do, i can't get the info and so on. Yet if they send me info, they will not scan trough and summaries the thing. They will just passed it and gone with the wind. I do feel very pressure. I'm not the leader of all the subjects but i'm acting that i'm leading it and i'll be the one who do final editing. That's why i can't go back to Seremban. I hope by 14 /08/2009 i can get away from assignments. Planning sumthing....hehehe.....



Raining season is back in Kampar but is not as often compare to last year. When i looked at the rain, i feel very sad. I will think of old parents who staying alone so far away in Seremban and reflecting the inner part of myself. No body will know what am i thinking at that moment. I'll just sitting in front of my window and keep staring at it. Sometimes i do feel relieve because rain drops can clear off all the sadness and "dirt" in my life.



Rain drops keep falling was the same action as i'm crying in my heart. Crying out is the best way to release your sadness, anger, foolishness, happiness and others. As for me, most of the time i will laugh till my eyes full of tears. But when i was sad, i will secretly cry alone and keep motivating myself in order not to get lost in my own world. Home is the best shelter for us to stay away from rain........





Do you aspect anyone will lend you an umbrella or share it with you if is raining. I do searching for this poerson for long long time but till now is like nothing, gain nothing. I do feel warm when my housemates or friends came over to me and share thier problems and i try my best to give advise. Although i need advise or "counselling" too. I feel very happy when i become a listener to listen to others. Since i took part in PHP program, i do learn a lot of things which taught me how to lend our ears, feelings, experience with others without any bad feelings. Is not necessary i must people listen to me, sometimes i do really need to listen from the others in order we can change ourself into a better person.




This picture for me the bucket is parents and the rain drops are the feelings of their children. They will not care about the bad or good things their children did, they still love them very much. Parents create us and bring us to this world. Once we are out from mom's body, they start to spend so much time, money and efforts to provide us with the best things they can gave us. We should appreciate it.